TALES FROM THE BRAT FARM
The Beast went out with some of his church compadres to pass out invitations to a big rally they are having next Sunday. He wants me to go with him and Chewlee and I just might because it will mean dinner out for us at one of my favorite places. I am a bit curious to see if things have really changed much from the last time I went to one of these rallies like he claims.
While he was gone, I pulled down a couple of my old purses (that means I've owned them for a while but haven't used them much) to pick out the one I will bring with me to Chicago. When I did, I found an old, unopened pack of cigarettes in one of them. I was shocked.....but very tempted because I was having one of those coughing fits. I wondered if having a cigarette would really stop the coughing. It doesn't. In fact, after just two or three drags on a cigarette (yes, I gave in and tried one), I was dizzy and a little nauseous. It was just like when you first start smoking as I recall. Not worth it! Trust me! Do NOT do that after not smoking for 17 days. I'm still feeling a little sick and am trying more than brushing my teeth to get that taste out of my mouth. I grabbed the newly opened package and poured water into it then hid it in the garbage so my misstep would be known only to me and not the Beast. Although he may have had his own misstep along the way, I think that was HIS to keep to himself if that is what he chose to do.
At least I now know that I do NOT want to go through that again. Not the quitting. That part was easy once you decide to do it. I didn't want that taste in my mouth or that smell to be on me or my clothes or in the air around me. You don't notice it when you are smoking but, once you quit, peeeee-uuuuuuu! It's awful! I still can' t open the doors to that closet without getting a whiff of that stale tobacco smell and I've sprayed everything in it a few times with several different products. The only way it will get out of there is to paint the damn room along with the closet and rip out the carpeting and replace it. I'm going to take down the blinds and clean them while the weather is good. The windows can use a good cleaning, too. Guess I should get going on that now while I am thinking about it and before Chewlee gets here.
Love you all. Talk to you later. ![]()
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