August 26, 2012

• I Admit I'm Scared...

  TALES FROM THE BRAT FARM

  I was talking on an IM with my son tonight and ended up in tears when talking about my surgery and it's possible consequences.  That's when I had to admit that I was actually scared with this one.  Mainly because it's so close to my brain and could allow blood clots to enter my bloodstream. 
  

  It's why I told my niece, Tara, that I wanted her to have my computer if anything happened to me.   She, bless her heart, was horrified that I would even think that way but agreed to something I wanted her to do for me before she took it and ran.    I'll have to remember to mention it to the Beast so he won't be surprised if it's gone if something happens to me.  When you read about it online, they tend to concentrate on the positive but you can see where there could be problems.  And I can visualize with the best of them.  What's the saying?  I know just enough to be a danger to myself?  Or something like that.
  

  I'm going to do all the right things and try to keep a positive frame of mind.  I'm also going to pray.  If you think about it, drop a prayer or two for me, won't you?  Thanks.  Love you. 
  

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